2021 & Me
2021 started with me preparing for JEE went into me leaving it and ended with me preparing for it again. The year was pretty wild for me I learned to code, traveled to India, started reading, started writing, binge-watched a hell lotta series on Netflix (God bless Moviesverse’s developers and contributors), got into college, left college, and did a lot of other shit.
In 2021 I picked up reading as a hobby and I am so glad I did it. I read a wide range of books from Young Adult Fiction to Popular Science Books, Historical Fiction to Economics, Memoirs to Essays. I must say out of all the books I read, fiction in particular historical fiction is my favorite genre. Being a student buying books was not an option for me so I almost got all the books from Libgen and Z-Library for free. Some books were epic some were okayish and some were terrible to get through. In total, I read 30 books (the books that I finished) in 2021.
I gave JEE 2021 anyway, failed got 83 percentile didn’t get any college I actually didn’t even sit for counseling knowing that there is nothing for me and lakhs of students like me. I hate this exam well that is another thing I am right now preparing for it again while writing this blog because I got no other option I actually got a college (IT branch) through PMSSS scholarship based on 12th class marks all the way down in South India (Puducherry) I went to college on 22nd November left it on the 23rd of November (for financial reasons) and started my JEE preparation again on the 25th of November.
There is still 1 month left to this year and that will be spent fully on preparation. Life is at a place where I don’t know why I am doing what I am doing, I wanna write but I can’t because JEE is coming I don’t wanna study chemistry but I can’t leave it because it is the easiest part of the paper I wanna code but there is no time for it.